The feelings..

The weird feeling is coming back..
Today suppose to be a happy day..
and it was a happy day to everybody..

After such a long period..
The feelings is back..
I can feel it, I know it is odd..

FRIENDSHIP..

Because of this, I never say it out..
Because of this, I never show it out..
And because of this, I chose to keep quite and let everybody be happy..

Actually, I am quite up set today..
The feelings is back when I thought everything has changed..

I felt left out just now..
I cant feel I am in the group..
Maybe..
I am really just a left over.. with something they need..


Luckily I controled my tears..
Luckily I controled my emotion..

I am glad that I controled them..
This make me feel that I had grown up..

I am just expressing my feeling and emotion..
No offence..